Family Tradition

I tried to be the one that everybody loved
Where has that gotten me?
I tear myself to shreds to prove that I"m someone
That I could never be
Now these unsightly marks define me

So help me
Please [bad word] quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I"ll never miss
I"m sick

My father taught me first and how to be set free
Give up [bad word] away
I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me
But I"d still have his face
I curse reflections everyday

So help me
Please [bad word] quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I"ll never miss

Here is my own family tradition
Following footsteps into addiction
So is there a way
That i can fight these
While still numbing my pain
Is this my fate
Cause your only son still can"t seem to find some way

So help me
Please [bad word] quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I"ll never miss

So father where the [bad word] are you now
I think that you would be proud
Your son who so unluckily fell right next to the tree

I hope you"re
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proud of me
I hope you"re proud...