История моей жизни

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my song
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves [bad word] 

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be...murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
Accepts I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer
Our Love...his [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore