A Smile That Explodes

Too young to fall 
For a light I think I see 
Can't say for sure 
The plants have died, 
My hair has grown 
From the thought of you [bad word] home 

'cause it ain't easier 
Waking up at dawn 
To find I lost my crown 
If I found you there 
With flowers in your hair 

I'd hold you in my arms 
Till we came back down 
smile that explodes 
I could never understand 

My room, too small 
To get by without the help of alcohol 
Pin my arm to the wall 
Now I'm too gone to fight 
Not afraid to fall 

'cause it ain't easier 
Waking up at dawn 
To find I lost my crown 
If I found you there 
With flowers in your hair 

I'd hold you in my arms 
Until we came back down 
smile that explodes 
I could never understand 

I write one more 
Letter I won't send 
Except for across the floor