Still Missing (October Reanimation)

Sometimes I did
But now I don't
All lights are out
And no one's home
Sometimes I wonder
What's [bad word] 
Some days are white
Some days are gone
Some days just wiped away

Everytime I try and open my heart
I'll be searching for the part still missing
Rain and sun may form a colorful arc
I'll be hiding cause it's hard still missing you

If every word you said
Came [bad word] 
My world would rise
And be renewed
Your words connect
Until this day
Some days my heart
Feels cast away
Days just cast away