A Book I've Never Read

I drove over and i cried we were done. 
i drove home and i tried to keep looking up. 
but now it's over and i've died i don't know what i'm doing. 
i am sad, i can't write songs, i am sad, i am sad, man this hurts. 
I am sleeping on my floor, i am laying on my floor, you [bad word] through my head and i feel nothing anymore. i am sad most of the time, most of the time you seem just fine. this is definitely not alright. 
i drove over and i tried to win back your love. i drove over and i cried your mom gave me hugs. 
now we're done and i wanna die, no will to keep moving. Im so sad, i wrote this song, i am sad, oh god i'm sad. 
 [bad word] this hurts.