What the Hell Am I (Doing Here)

i washed all of my clothes 
my blankets and sheets and pillow cases too 
and i vaccuumed my room 
and laid on my bed 
stared up at the mountains in my ceiling 
and wondered 

what the [bad word] am i doing here 

being alive can be so lonely sometimes 
but i am glad to have met you 
and i am glad to have known you 
and i am glad to have felt you 

if you're feeling like you've got no one on your side 
well, i'm right beside you
 [bad word] wespiritedaway