Aeon (S)

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AEON

She forgave and she forgot
God knows I tried hard but I did not
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I'm still tortured by my own thirst
Seeking flesh and dirty tongues to the lick the wound where my heart of glass burst
It doesn't matter who lives or dies

If I feel alive
Reject suicide
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SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT GOD IS BEAST
THAT HE MADE THE ANGELS CRY

SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT DEATH IS GIFT
THAT ENDS ALL THE PAIN INSIDE

SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT LOVE IS LIE
THE BLOOD IN BLOODSTAINED SKY

BUT I'LL BE OK
I'LL BE JUST FINE

I'LL DIE WITH THIS PAIN, [bad word] 

_ _ _

She forgave and she forgot
Another aeon later and I still can not
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You eat my sorrow as I make your deathbed
It's a slow suicide as you choke on every word I say
But you keep swallow all the [bad word] from me

Why don't you hate me?
Why don't you spit it right back at me?