Ascend

i first saw you
without love and then you knew
your fingers reached
i moved in the distance breached
tell me what i'm doing here
tell me what i'm doing here
to my surprise
i kissed you, you made me rise
now by my side
i've missed you and let it slide
tell me what I'm doing here
tell me what I'm doing here
if all i ever wanted wasn't good for you
if the things that i said, they just weren't [bad word] 
ascend, ascend my friend
i turned my head
and looked back, i had been led
when my heart jumped
we lost touch, our love had slumped
tell me what i'm doing here
tell me what i'm doing here
if all i ever wanted wasn't good for you
if the things that i said, they just weren't [bad word] 
ascend, ascend my friend
i can see you looking down to keep away from me
but i'm stuck with this lack of ability
i can't refrain
 [bad word] here
it causes pain
you're so sincere
ascend, i must ascend
so now alone
i find out your heart is stone
a helping hand
there is none from where i stand
tell me what i'm doing here
tell me what i'm doing here
if all i ever wanted wasn't good for you
if the things that i said, they just weren't [bad word] 
then don't restrain from telling me
that all this pain is good for me
i can see you looking down to keep away from me
but i'm stuck with this lack of ability
i can't restrain [bad word] here
it causes pain you're so sincere
ascend
ascend, i must ascend