PSEUDOINTELLECTUAL (prod. 「yedgar」)

i don't really like these words
i just like they way i feel when i make 'em work
do it for the 'gram
do it to exert my dominance over these nerds

'cos i'm a stupid homoual
pseudointellectual
clues are all contextual
nothing to dissect at all

there is nothing of interest here
no revelations or revolutionary bright ideas

shed a tear if i dare
wouldn't wanna appear
to be a wackass sad boy
as if i really care
as if i'm not more scared
of being called a [bad word] 
a fakeass bad kid
or unattractive
real or imagined
same amount of damage
pants down caught flaccid
i'm real old fashioned
i prefer my cyberbullying
 [bad word] sans,
bold and italic,

all caps so i know it's real
baby tell me how you really feel
you coulda channeled all that try-hard zeal
and ugliness into some semi-interesting art, like, for real
instead of polluting my atmosphere

calling me a stupid homoual
pseudointellectual
clues are all contextual
nothing to dissect at all

and i don't disagree at all
i operate primarily on levels superficial

thank you for the offer but i don't need any help
i read a wikipiedia article in 2012
so you see i'm more than qualified to analyze myself
i write my own lyrics AND my own psych evals!

yeah there is a lot of things wrong with me
just not any of the things i want it to be
ironically i really am a little crazy
entirely 'cos i wanted to be
but as my therapist used to repeat:

"i mean, what IS normal?"
am i that horrible?
behavior deplorable?
absolutely incorrigible?

i don't really like these words
i just like the way they feel when i make 'em work