Closets of my mind destroyed, as I enter outward from a void

Closets of my mind destroyed, as I enter outward from a void 
Corpses white have strapped me down, I rise above then fall 
Tactual hallucination, [bad word] infest the wall 

Psychic pain on ice, I hurt 
Devoid strength my life, inert 
Anger fills they've shocked me back 
White corpses turn to black 
 [bad word] on psychic gasoline, my fuel shall burn you all 

 [bad word]  
Word Salad, no ballad 
Word Salad, no ballad 

Diabolic plot, a toy, my brain the corpses to destroy 
Prick my arm, injection fed, it's poison, I'm no fool 
Tetanus shot, be sure it's not, I wish I were at school 
Closets of my mind destroyed, but I enter inward, black void 
Hatred turns to apathy, led down this dark abyss, 
Good night, farewell you pig from [bad word]  this world I shall not miss 

 [bad word]  
Word Salad, no ballad 
Word Salad 

Woken up from death, nausea 
Catatonic stupor, anoxia 
Remaining still I hold onto a sense of permanence 
Negativistic fear of pain, algophobic life sentence 
Moral, physical decay, hatred withered away 
Scourge of God he makes me pay, I shall not live or die 
Vegetative judgment passed, my only thought to cry