Happiness

Happiness is just outside my window 
Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour? 
Or is happiness a little more like knocking 
On your door, and you just let it in? 

Happiness feels a lot like sorrow 
Let it be, you can't make [bad word] or go 
But you are gone- not for good but for now 
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good 

Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard 
Happiness was never mine to hold 
Careful child, light the fuse and get away 
‘Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks 

Happiness [bad word] near destroys you 
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor 
So you tell yourself, that's enough for now 
Happiness has a violent roar 

Happiness is like the old man told me 
Look for it, but you'll never find it all 
Let it go, live your life and leave it 
Then one day, wake up and she'll be home 
Home, home, home