I'm Not Easy Buddy

I'm not easy buddy 
Who the [bad word] is easy now 
Anyway we'll puzzle out 
What is this all for 

Same [bad word]  old stuff 
changes of life is never enough 
People are changing and maybe not in vain 
But i think I am all the same 
Everyone's right, however not me 
Every man has his own reality 
And me time after time 
Don't hit the bull's-eye 

I'm not easy buddy 
Who the [bad word] is easy now 
Anyway we'll puzzle out 
What is this all for 

Casting peas against the walls 
Moss it's face to the north 
Take half a liter for free 
Just as any effort or push to change me 
Yes I'm not sure, but word is a stone 
Tomorrow will show who is to gone 
Some one is changing, some one but me 

Да со мной не просто ,а кому сейчас легко?!
Да по ходу разберемся, кто кого чего-о-о..