Still laughing

come take a look,
because all this could mean that i,
don't really care who ends up getting hurt
please take a look
if its judgment vs. instinct
how do i feel
when my feelings don't even work
know that i'll be there
cos i can see it in your smile
time stood still for me
when u call
said i
answer me this
yes all i have is questions
you cant slip away and hide behind a false [bad word] 
time takes too long
just seems like i'm still standing here now
and i can't even feel the rain that hits my shores
know that i'll b there
cos i can see it in your eyes
time stood still for me
when u call

i'm still waiting
i still breathe
that's a sign that i'm still me
i'm still breathing
i can see
so i must b alive for real
when will i get there
i should be here by now
got it all worked out
did i see you laughing
yet funny, its not me
in time all i want is it away
got too long and now its gone, its gone

i'm still waiting
i still breathe
that's a sign that i'm still me
i'm still breathing
i can see
so i must b alive for real
so i must b alive for real
yeah so i must b alive for real
so i must b alive for real