Shinitai-chan

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think

Then can’t recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you were there

I know, But couldn’t reach

The me that would fall down all the time

But stand and reach my hand to see…

Have you tried crossing over yet?

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

If I died, you would cry, 

and I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

When I forget you, I’m all alone without a place to go

But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know

dream, til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and

I wanna live, wanna live

Deep inside I’ve always been

Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head

Still remember even then

Where you are when I’m dead

Ah wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

You know it really isn’t fair

Every time I forgot

You remain inside my thoughts

Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die

Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die

With you by my side

Behind the days I spent alone, afraid

Now you’re here to stay

Lalala lalala lalala lalala

And the scars never fade

Memories that replay

Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day