I will never let you know

Refrain:
I'll never let you know I rather let you go (3x)
The feelings that I've got is just so [bad word] right now" 

This can not be for real
Can't tell you how I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real 

I'll never let you know I rather let you go
The feelings that I've got is just so [bad word] right now" 

This can not be for real
Can't tell you how I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real 

I can not help I'm loving you (3x) 

Refrain 

This can not be for real
Can't tell you how I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real 

I'll never let you know I rather let you go
The feelings that I've got is just so [bad word] right now" 

This can not be for real
Can't tell you how I feel
I want you so [bad word] much
I can't believe it's real