Covered By A Mask

My tears are dark like the night 
I've never felt so cold like this 
break away from you 
I can see the smile on your face 
I spent my lifetime 
hope - I'm hoping it [bad word] to me 
we covered by a mask 

I'm still alive 
but without eyes 
I'm dying deep within 
try to replace 
change my life 
but then I suffocate 

I lost the lies 
I've never realized the [bad word] [bad word] 
there's more in this world than I thought to see 
you're nothing better 
you can not hide 'cause you won't change your face 
I spent my lifetime 
hope - I'm hoping it [bad word] to me 
we covered by a mask 

I'm covered by a mask 
you won't forget me 

There is nothing I would change / given a chance to rearrange 
I wouldn't part with a single day, not today 

Where is my sunrise? 
where is my horizon to begin again to descry a new life for some hope 
because hope dies last 
regret till death 
because hope dies last 

I can not hide behind a mask of utter satisfaction 
I'm feeling all this 

You will lose your face!