Hesitate смысл зацепил

You were my fire, 
So I burned, 
Till there was nothing left of me, 

I...
I touched your face, 
Held you close, 
Till I can barely breathe, 
Why give me hope, 
Then give me up, 
Just to be the death of me... 
Save the rest of me?

Cause I see you, 
But I can't feel you anymore, 
Go away, 
I need you 
But I can't need you anymore, 
I hesitate.

Now...
Now and then, 
You come around, 
Like there's something left for me, 
You were one, 
Oh you were everything, 
I'm still here, 
But I'll just keep the rest of me. 

Cause I see you, 
But I can't feel you anymore, 
Go away, 
I need you,
but I can't need you anymore, 
I hesitate.

Ohhh could we ever make it, 
You hesitated, 
Oh I don't believe!

Cause I see you, 
But I can't feel you anymore, 
Go away, 
I need you, 
But I can't need you anymore, 
I hesitate. [4x]

You were my fire, 
So I burned, 
Now there's nothing left of me!