12. Stabbing Westward - Waking Up Beside You (Remix)

I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself

Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And [bad word] the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay

So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you

I miss
God, I miss
Waking up beside you

At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day [bad word] 
And I'll wake and find you gone

But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day

But I had memorized the way our eyes
Would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly [bad word] your hair

I miss
God, I miss
Waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone

But I memorized how warm your body felt
As you lay half asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight
Filled the room and played upon your body

I miss
God, I miss
Waking up beside you