Happy People Must Die

My life's a mess and I'm depressed. The answer isn't soberness. Surrounded by the happy ones... [bad word]  I wanna crack their skulls! Happy couples hugging & kissing In front of my eyes just to show what I'm missing Things are fine and life is good. Just gimme a gun and I will shoot. Happy people, they must die! Do you wanna know why?  Cause they're ruining my day.. That's why they have to pay. That's it. I've had it, I've had enough. I had no chance to choose. Guess I am born to lose Life's a [bad word]  cut your wrists and join me when I say...Smile to me and I'll spit in your face. Antisocial for the rest of my days. Kiss the world and hug a tree...So full of [bad word] i can't believe. Tell me I'm [bad word] up, tell me I'm wrong. Hate this song. Don't sing along. Go ahead, walk the sunny side. I'll pass out in the snow with a bottle by my side.