Stuck in the void You left me here Trying to avoid the atmosphere. Caught

Stuck in the void
You left me here
Trying to avoid the atmosphere.
Caught in the crowds
Your voice is so loud 
But then it seems to disappear.

I bought the last thing that I [bad word] need
Another bottle to wash away this awful dream
Reminding me that I will never get to be with you
What am I suppose to do?
Waking up in bed and I am still alone
Spending countless hours staring at my phone. 
I bought the last thing that I [bad word] need.

Stuck in the void
You left me here
Trying to avoid the atmosphere.
Caught in the crowds
Your voice is so loud 
But then it seems to disappear.

I bought the last thing that I [bad word] need
Another bottle to wash away this awful dream
Reminding me that I will never get to be with you
What am I suppose to do?