I Turn Everything Over

Monday found me on my knees again
Breathing you in
To blur the lines that mark where I begin
And where you end
No use in trying to pretend [bad word] take me again
 [bad word] has it I'm not who I've been [bad word] define me

What can we do
If [bad word] are [bad word] 

I turn everything over
I turn myself in
I turn everything over
I turn myself in
There's nothing left of me to defend
I turn everything over
I turn myself in

The evidence convicts the hollow man
After looking inside
To my dismay I find I'm just one of them
Cause I'm an already but not yet resurrected fallen man [bad word] break this limbo
And I know you know just who I've been [bad word] define me
 [bad word] has it you love me [bad word] has it the world spins upside down [bad word] has it my only hope is you
And [bad word] are [bad word] 
I turn everything over