Safer To Hate Her

Too much, too much is never enough
I had you and I gave you up.
No idea where my mind was for months
I woke up, I cashed in on all of my luck,
walked hand and hand with your [bad word] 
And everybody was kissing on fire,
and we all got burnt.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

Caught you having a laugh,
did you catch me have the last?
I've been smiling like this for days,
just to make up for my mistakes.
In the dark, I watch everyone disappear,
and I am beginning to let myself down.
I am pushing everyone that was in, out.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows what it's like
to be one of a kind.

When we die, do we feel alive? (x2)

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.
And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows.