Shin'Ai

The slowly approaching wind grows colder.
Night has come.
If it’s time, I have plenty of it
As I write to you a never ending letter.

No matter if it’s pouring rain, please just let it fall.
If anything at all could stow away these memories of mine, please. 

Ahh, because you were the only one I couldn’t find
The world reflected in these eyes of mine
now seem like just a lie.
Spinning again, the world moves on tomorrow,
but only I am left behind.

Looking over the window sill I see the train.
Its light is like a shooting star, speeding right past me.
dream-like story with no destination,
I make a wish, even though I know it won’t come true.

How far will I be dyed in this sadness?
Even this cruel reality has yet to sway my heart.

You were the only one I couldn’t find.
As this wave of sadness only wittles me down,
I’m drowned so deep, not even light can reach.
Because I’m the only one who has been left behind.

No matter if it’s pouring rain, if it could just fall. 
How far must I be dyed in sadness until it is enough?

Because you were the only one I couldn’t find
The world reflected in these eyes of mine 
now seem like just a lie.
Spinning again, the world moves on tomorrow,
but only I am left behind.

I’m the only one left behind…
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Ah anata dake mitsukaranai kara
Kono me ni utsuru sekai wa marude uso mitai ni [bad word] mo mawari tsudzukeru no
Watashi dake wo okizari ni [bad word] 
Sukoshi zutsu chikadzuite kuru no
Kaze ga hiete kitara yoru ga kuru wa
Jikan nara ikurademo aru kara
Hate no nai tegami wo anata ni kakou

Hageshii ame toka futte kuretara
Nanika ga kioku sae kakushi satte kureru no nara

Ah anata dake mitsukaranai kara
Kono me ni utsuru sekai wa marude uso mitai ni [bad word] mo mawari tsudzukeru no
Watashi dake wo okizari ni [bad word] 
Mado goshi ni mieru densha no
Akari wa ryuusei mitai kakenuketeku
Ikiba no nai yumemonogatari
Kanawanai to [bad word] mo negatte shimau

Dokomade kanashimi ni somattara
Tsumetai genjitsu ni kono mune wa furuenaku naru no

Anata dake mitsukerarenakute
Setsunasa no nami ni tada kezurarete yuku [bad word] hikari wa sasanai
Watashi dake wo okizari ni [bad word] 
Ah anata dake mitsukaranai kara
Kono me ni utsuru sekai wa marude uso mitai ni [bad word] mo mawari tsudzukeru no
Watashi dake wo okizari ni [bad word] 
Ah anata dake mitsukerarenakute
Setsunasa no nami ni tada kezurarete yuku [bad word] hikari wa sasanai
Watashi dake wo okizari ni [bad word]