Do You (OST American Horror Story)

See me down, see me out
 See those wings you gave me
 Watch me fly across the sea
 Count the ways you made me

 I walked in circles, walked the line
 Tripped through tangled heart strings
 Made an enemy of time
 Made a mess of all things

 I have thought and think about, what and how to tell you
 I have lived it seems without learing how to be [bad word] 

 But i meant every word i said, from deranged to divine
 And i would do it all again, as if for the first time

 The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
 The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever

 I am sorry, I am so, for the things you don't know
 And as for the things you do, I am sorry for those too
 Out of every broken heart, [bad word] and promise
 I have made a rescue raft and sailed towards you on it, on it

 The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
 The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever

 Do you, do you want me?
 Do you know how to show, how to show these things?
 I just didn't want to have to ask, I just didn't want to have to
 Least of all people, you

 Should you find someone, with whom there's no shiver or shout
 With whom never to assume too much rain or a drought
 Scratch your name into her heart, scratch away all the doubt
 Scratch my memory from your brain, I'll scratch her [bad word] eyes out

 I was put together wrong, still I was made for you
 When our [bad word] undone, [bad word] together like gliue