It's up to you

Downtown is where it all went down
Getting up with nothing to do
Don't know what street I lived on
And I'm not sure I ever knew
Well it goes on I've got more to tell
Can't promise you that it's all [bad word] 

It's up to you to figure out
Which part is [bad word] 

Now anxiety has arrested me
And it's hard to tell what gets me through
But I do recall many things I've seen
And worst of all I think it's [bad word] 

It's up to you to figure out
Which part is [bad word] 

Wish I would have stayed in bed that day
And this memory would be there to
Now I can't make it go away
And that's why it must be [bad word] 

It's up to you to figure out
Which part is [bad word]