Everyone Hates Me (Squishy Nice Thing)

stepping into the point of a knife thats in my hands
blood on my hands but what will they think if i cry?
lay in a room where the axe falls on thoughts of me
feeling the eyes staring at me, that dirty boy

eyes in the walls pull on the strings attached to my arms
nothing i do is safe from the world, they all see me
you see me as i really am:
a horrible little man
but thankyou for staring and letting me
know that im alive

the ditch is filled with [bad word] and [bad word]  im falling in
toilet water is in my mouth and in my mind
you see me as i really am:
my mothers worst mistake
hopefully i will drown
thankyou for taking part

everyone hates me
i know that they do

please beat me into the ground and leave me there im sick
and tired of being me, i want to die
you see me as i really am:
a horrible little troll
i really believ ive lost the instinct to survive
dont let me sleep i dont even know how to dream
kick me around i dont even know how to defend
you see me as i really am:
a worthless piece of [bad word] stab me please, i dont have the courage to kill myself

everyone hates me
i know that they do