As I Am Exploding

Every single day that I have to live with you
Is a [bad word] I no longer can get through
And every time I cast aside evil
It keeps on crawling back anew
You will [bad word] how it hurts to be
To be tormented by everything that I see
The violence I foresee permeates everything
I've [bad word] bound completely

I can't stand this suffering anymore
Why won't it end?
No one hears me, no one sees this war
Raging in me

Life can't keep going on this way
I feel I'm lost inside my hate
My thoughts overtake me
They're killing me faster with each passing day

Can't imagine what it's like to be all of you
Living under a shroud [bad word] 
The world is worse than you ever could know
The [bad word] would be the thing that killed you

What if I could prevent all of your suffering
Indiscriminate absolute purging
Do I have what it takes to be shepherd for
Everything that I deplore

I can't stand this suffering anymore
Why won't it end
No one hears me, no one sees this war
Raging in me

Life can't keep going on this way
I feel I'm lost inside my hate
My thoughts overtake me
They're killing me faster with each passing day
Life can't keep going on this way
I feel I'm lost inside my hate
My thoughts overtake me
They're killing me faster with each passing day

Slowly, I'm burning
Inside - imploding
World keeps on turning
As I'm exploding

Life can't keep going on this way
I feel I'm lost inside my hate
My thoughts overtake me
They're killing me faster with each passing day
Life can't keep going on this way
I feel I'm lost inside my hate
My thoughts overtake me
They're killing me faster with each passing day

Slowly, I'm burning
Inside - imploding
World keeps on turning
As I'm exploding
Slowly, I'm burning
Inside - imploding
World keeps on turning
As I'm exploding