Born To Feel Alive

I find it hard
Since you've been gone 
In the shadows of the dawn 
I keep holding on 

How many times 
Do I think of what we had 
That beloved day 
That rests in the past 

Imagining how it all could be 
You're walking on the crossroads right beside me 
My thoughts rotate since the day you've passed away 
Wondering, where you may be 

We're born to feel alive 
Under gracious skies 
Recalling what you said 
When you closed your eyes 

We're born to live and die 
In the wonders of your time 
So treasure every moment 
And the love there is to find 

Here in this moment 
I feel you from afar 
As I mourn and pray 
Standing by your grave 

And it hurts 
To conquer this grief 
To have no remorse 
Stranding on new shores 

What would I give to allow myself to dream 
To look into the future, without agony 
I see a meaning since the day you've passed away 
Still wondering, where you may be