The Man You've Never Wanted

Who am I? I'm the man you've never wanted
In your eyes I see you'll never forget this
I have lied to you a million times
but I feel so different so please just listen
I have a vision and I feel so different tonight

I find myself standing here
with nothing but pain and fear
but I can't begin to go on
Knowing that what I've done is wrong

In this life that curses me everyday
know that I care even though it seems as
I do not, but I will prove it this time
I feel so different so please just listen
I have a vision and I feel so different tonight

I find myself standing here
with nothing but pain and fear
but I can't begin to go on
Knowing that what I've done is wrong

Who am I in your eyes?
In this life who am I?