Miles Away (feat. Kellin Quinn/Sleeping With Sirens/)

I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife 
For what seems like the millionth time. 
They said it gets easier, but they lied.
She looks at me and says "really baby, I will be just fine,"
But then she looks away 
So I don't have to see her cry. 
And that is when I ask myself; 
How am I supposed to be everything 
They expect me to be when I feel so alone, 
Because I left my heart at home. 
She needs me, but I know they need me too. 
So God, give me the strength 
To do what you created me to do. 

Really I'm so thankful for 
The people I meet, 
The places I've been 
and the things I've seen, 
But when she's not here it doesn't feel 
like I'm living my dream. 
I know they say that no one is perfect, 
But I swear she's perfect for me 
And that makes it so much harder to leave. 

How am I supposed to be everything 
They expect me to be when I feel so alone, 
Because I left my heart at home. 
She needs me, but I know they need me too. 
So God, give me the strength 
To do what you created me to do. 

If you miss me, I'm just a phone call away. 
Please be strong, be strong for me. 
I need you to show me how to change the inside of me. 
For my heart, for their sake. 
Be strong, be strong for me! 

How am I supposed to be everything 
they expect me to be when I feel so alone, so alone! 
How am I supposed to be everything 
they expect me to be when I feel so alone, 
Because I left my heart at home. 
She needs me, but I know they need me too. 
So God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.