nani ga itai nande itai [bad word] konna ni itagaritai (x4)

nani ga itai  nande itai  [bad word] konna ni itagaritai (x4)

mou itai  totemo itai  [bad word] konna ni totemo itai
aa itai  KIMI ni tsutaetai  KIMI ni dake wa tsutaete okitai
mou tsurai  totemo tsurai  [bad word] konna ni totemo tsurai
aitai  KIMI ni aitai  mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

kikkake wa jibun datta no desu  kizu o tsukete shimatta no desu
houtte okeba shizen shoumetsu  demo  itami ga ichiichi shuchou [bad word] kuru yo

tojite itara nani mo mienai  natta MONO ni shika wakaranai
sonna no rifujin kimawari nai yo  dareka BOKU no kurushimi o [bad word] yo

koonaidee  koonaidee  sonna ni shigeki o ataenaide
DONMAI desu  DONMAI desu  ichiichi wameki chirasanaide
GOO AWEI  GOO AWEI  sou  watashi wa sono uchi kiesaru yo
dakara  heiki na FURI [bad word] taekitte yo

mou itai  totemo itai  [bad word] konna ni totemo itai
aa itai  KIMI ni tsutaetai  KIMI ni dake wa tsutaete okitai
mou tsurai  totemo tsurai  [bad word] konna ni totemo tsurai
aitai  KIMI ni aitai  mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

mata dekita no desu  gen'in tokutei dekimasen
DEKAi YATSU ga nosabatte imasu  itami ga HIRIHIRI ZUKIZUKI BIRIBIRI

damatte ireba shirarenai  BOKU igai ni wa wakaranai
dakara sakebanai  namikaze tatenai  nani mo nai mama no RAIFU o okuru yo

sou da ne  sou da ne  ANATA ga taereba sumu koto da kara
sou yatte  sou yatte  jibun o [bad word] 
FURAI AWEI  FURAI AWEI  mou  watashi no hou kara SAIN o okuru yo
tsuyogaru bakari ja tsukareru desho

nounai de sousa [bad word] itami sae kairaku to [bad word] 
saigen nante nakute yokubari de KONPURIITO [bad word] 
BUT tsunde tonza [bad word] mouhansei
sugita jikan [bad word] ii toko dake SUROO saisei
kami kaihi shichatte nante muri da yo ne

itami ni ne  itami ni ne  kakusarete'ru no wa nan desho ne
muri nara ne  muri nara ne  chanto tasuke o motomete ne

sorosoro ne  sorosoro ne  watashi no yakume mo owacchau kara ne
youyaku ne  youyaku ne  KAIHOU [bad word] ageru kara ne
demo desu ne  demo desu ne  tokidoki [bad word] hoshii kara ne
wasureta koro ni mata kao dasu kara ne  anmari choushi ni norazu ni
honno sukoshi dake de mo ki o tsukete ite ne

mou nai  doko ni mo nai  AITSU wa doko ni mo miataranai
ano itami wa mou doko ni mo nai  mou tsurai koto wa nai
mou nai  doko ni mo nai  KIMI wa doko ni mo miataranai
itami wa doko ni mo nai hazu na no ni  tsurai koto nanka nai hazu na no ni

mou tsurai  nazeka tsurai  [bad word] konna ni nani ga tsurai
machinozonde ita koto na no ni  nandaka nanika ga monotarinai yo
mou itai  totemo itai  kondo wa nani ga totemo itai
mou itakunai hazu na no ni  mata  mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

nani ga itai  nande itai  [bad word] konna totemo itai (x4)
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What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? (x4)

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful?
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing?
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I was the one who caused the pain. I inflicted many injuries upon myself.
They will eventually go away if I leave them be, but the pain is too great to ignore.

Once I've locked myself away I can't see anything. I'm the only one to comprehend this pain.
This is so very unreasonable and unfair! Someone please understand my anguish already!

Stay away. Stay away. Don't stir me up like that.
Don't worry. Don't worry. Don't shriek to me about every little thing.
Go away. Go away. Yes, I'll disappear sooner or later.
So just pretend to be fine and put up with all of it.

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful?
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing?
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I've done it again. I have yet to pinpoint the cause.
An arrogant jerk is throwing his weight around. My wounds are stinging, throbbing, and numbing.

If I keep my mouth shut no one would find out. No one but I would understand this pain.
So I will not scream. I will not make a ruckus. I will live an empty life.

Oh yes. Oh yes. Everything will be fine if you just put up with it.
Please do that. Please do that. Please keep deceiving yourself.
Fly away. Fly away. I will send some signs to you this time.
If you keep acting so tough, you'll tire yourself out, you know?

I'll manipulate my brain into thinking that the pain is actually ecstasy.
Without any limit, I want to complete it avidly.
BUT once I come to an impasse and experience a setback, I begin reflecting seriously.
It is impossible for me to rewind time and only slow-replay the good parts
in an futile attempt to evade God.

Just what is, just what is, the thing hidden behind your pain?
If you can't take it, if you can't take it, then please properly ask for help.

It's almost time, it's almost time, for my job here to be done.
Very soon, very soon, I will release you from this pain.
However, however, I want you to think about me from time to time.
If you should ever forget me, I will appear before you again. Don't get carried away now.
Even just for a little bit, please take care.

It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. That [bad word] is nowhere to be seen.
That pain no longer exists anywhere. There's nothing agonizing anymore.
It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. You are nowhere to be seen.
Although my pain should have disappeared, although there shouldn't be anything agonizing anymore,

I feel agonized. For some reason I'm agonized. Why do I feel so much agonized?
This is something I looked forward to, but why do I feel that something is lacking?
It's already painful. It's very painful. This time something feels very painful.
Although I shouldn't feel any pain anymore, this area of my chest feels very painful again.

What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? (x4)