Waiting for the end (OST "Ангел-хранитель")+

This is not the end / this is not the beginning 
Just a voice like a riot rocking every remission 
Once you listen to the tone in a violent rhythm 
And all the words sound steady 
So nobody forget 'em 
Say yeah 
Like fist flying up in the air 
Like we're holding on to something that's invisible there 
'cause we're living at the mercy of a painted riviere? 
Until we get it / forget it / let it all disappear 

Waiting for the end to come 
Wishing I had strength to stand 
This is not what I had planned 
It's out of my control 
Flying at the speed of light 
Thoughts were spinning in my head 
So many things were left unsaid 
It's hard to let you go 

I know what it takes to move on 
I know how it feels to lie 
All I want to do is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

Sitting in an empty room 
Trying to forget the past 
This was never meant to last 
I wish it wasn't so 

I know what it takes to move on 
I know how it feels to lie 
All I want to do is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

What was that when I thought it was done 
I thought it felt right but the right was wrong 
All caught up in the eye of the storm 
Trying to figure out what it's like moving on 
And I don't even know what kind of things I said 
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead 
So I'm picking up the pieces / where to begin 
That hardest part of that is starting again 

All I want to do is trade this life for something new 
Holding on what I haven't got 
I'm holding on to what I haven't got 
Holding on to what I haven't got