Ashes of American Flags

The cash machine is blue and green
For a hundred in twenties and a small service fee
I could spend three dollars and sixty-three cents
On Diet Coca-Cola and unlit cigarettes
I wonder why we listen to poets when nobody gives a [bad word] 
How hot and sorrowful, this machine begs for luck

All my lies are always wishes
I know I would die if I [bad word] back new

I want a good life with a nose for things
The fresh wind and bright sky to enjoy my suffering
hole without a key if I break my tongue
Oh, speaking of tomorrow, how will it [bad word] 

All my lies are always wishes
I know I would die if I [bad word] back new

I'm down on my hands and knees
Every time a doorbell rings
I shake like a toothache
When I hear myself sing

All my lies are only wishes
I know I would die if I [bad word] back new

I would like to salute
The ashes of American flags
And all the fallen leaves
Filling up shopping bags