White X'mas

=White X'mas= (jp.)

giniro kirameku machi
ame ga yuki ni kawatta
yume iro mabushii mirai miteta
ano hi no kurisumasu

anata wo mite waratta
sei [bad word] yoru ni
namida ga afureta ne
eien ni suki na no ni     naze

ima yuki ga mai [bad word] 
kono sora no tooi mukou ni wa
atarashii dareka ga matsu
kesenu omoi idaki nagara

ano koro waraiatta
nanimo kowaku nakatta
anata no yasashisa wo
kizutsuketa ano hi no kurisumasu

yume toka kibou [bad word] 
samayou dake

miageta sora
taka sugite tsukame nai yo
todoku no ni     naze

ima yuki ga mai [bad word] 
ano koro no mayowanu kimochi wa
atarashii asu e tsudzuku
nidoto modoranai sutoorii

 [bad word] daseba tomadou kedo
te de toketa yuki no hanabira wa
mata itsuka meguriatte
kokoro tashika [bad word] darou

=White X'mas= (engl.)

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..."     So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it     Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel