Just Kill

This is what I feel:
Just kill!

Your blood is on my hands!
When I lost my mind?
Please can you tell me
How I became blind?

Your blood is on my hands!
When I lost my mind?
Please can you tell me
How I became blind?

I am on a bridge, on the [bad word] brink!
My mouth is just like sewn, but I want to scream!

Nothing gonna stop my hate.
Nobody can hear your pray !

 [bad word] 
Now I want to see your eyes,
They are like falling stars,
They are making me happy now.
I just want to heal your broken heart,
But these voices prevail over me.

Now I want to close your eyes
Not to seе the tears and pain in theme 
I want to make you suffer but I can't,
Because you have already dead

Again the havens shed tears (TEARS!)
Blood fils up my eyes (EYES!)
Strange noises are in my ears 
It whispers, there I will :"Just kill!"

This is what I feel: 
Just kill!

I am on a bridge, on the [bad word] brink!
My mouth is just like sewn, but I want to scream!

I can't stop it again
It [bad word] back in to my heart!
Tightly bind my hands, immobilized my body
And bury me underground.