Heartbeat

[Verse]
Laid back with a six pack in the pitch black
And I'm staring at the ceiling
This pain consumes me, and all I wanna do is sleep
I don't even wanna eat
I'm falling off the edge of the world
And I don't think that anybody's gonna catch me
I don't feel like trying any more
Its so hard, its eating me alive

I'm so [bad word] useless, I'm drinking till I pass out
Drinking till I pass out
Does it even really matter that I'm all alone
And I be bleeding from the inside
I'm screaming so loud, and still nobody hears me
Still nobody hears me
Without you I'm without me and without you I don't wanna be me

I be snapping at my brother cus they just like every other
Trying to [bad word] me from the back side
Who can I trust, I'm about to bust
Every mother [bad word] in the head because I feel I must
I don't give a [bad word]  I don't give a [bad word] I've lost every [bad word] thing I've ever [bad word] wanted
I feel like I'm haunted, I always get the [bad word] bone
Always end up all alone, want a bullet to my chrome

I think about it, I don't wanna die
I just want somebody here to tell me it's a lie
I used to [bad word] have it, but now I'm back alone
Everything we had just [bad word] faded overnight

I feel like I was robbed by a demon and you are possessed
Your not the same, am I to blame?
It must be true, I don't understand
I don't think i ever will..

[Chorus]
You're the only one I ever loved
You're the only one I wanna see
You don't know how much you mean to me
I wanna feel your heart beat