Nonyava (New!)

Self destruction; The only home I've ever known
Self destruction; The only love I've ever loved
Self destruction, My biggest foe, my greatest friend
One more line, one more toss off, it's never enough
No obstacle will obstruct me, no words will move me.
Save your insults, your glares and your judgements
This is my God forsaken world and I'm the [bad word] 
Always searching for a fix, always broken when fixed
I am the spitting image of damnation And do I make it look good 
No words will move me
The path I have traveled was created by these hands
These roots change in every direction, it never [bad word]  ends.
I've swallowed my faith
The sins I project make the devil himself cringe and stir the air
My dealings with the end are quick and futile.
If hell wont take me(x3) who will?
I've killed before and I'll kill again, a butcher of men is what I am
The man I killed is the man inside begging for his life to be returned, begging to be discovered again.
Begging for a perception greater then this.
One quick dash to the north, heads held high above the clouds.
We were the first to lay eyes on the murmuration
Once a child now a king
They don't matter, the scars on your feet.