Life After Me Life After You

oh my dear
I get the way to make the same check mate
last supper
like Judas I betray myself
 
nails on the wall
screaming soul forgetting a damned fall
gross as a dope
suffocate this pain alone
 
watching [bad word] burning in flames
I'm stuck in this game [bad word] these lies
nothing changes today
I've passed the way
which heaven [bad word] 
 
knock off you're a man don't cry
knock off you're a man at the least try
everyone feels like everyone else
knock off you're a man don't cry
knock off you're a man at the least try
everyone feels like everyone else
just not at the same time
 
oh my dear
how many times they made this nightmare real?
they show me how to get off my favourite dreams
nails on the wall
screaming soul forgetting a damned fall
gross as a dope
suffocate this pain alone
my tears as clock hands of a pendulum swings time
movie that was mine now is at the last scene
 
(so I just want to know)
 
I want to know the reason why
stopping time again for the last goodbye
I’ve tried to save myself in the best way I can
you know me, I never ever ever gave up