Pretending as Always

I look at the ground, it's filled with lies
When you got lost, I got so lonely
Give it time, don't move on
Let it dry, time's passing by so slowly...

Borderline face, I keep it straight
Cause no one knows, I only have dark days
New love, no use
Pain in my face, pretending as always
And these are the bright days

In my dreams I'll make you want me
One more time, the sun will shine
'Cause they won't love you like I've loved you
You still make me cry...

Grief made known everyday
How does [bad word]  I get lost on the speedway
No joy or delight
Just put me to bed so I can shut my eyes tight

(Did you love him like you know you should?)
I was in it for the [bad word]  yeah yeah
(Did you ever feel the same again?)
There's no turning back 'cause my heart is long gone
(Did you love him like you know you should?)
There's no turning back
(Did you ever feel the same again?)

In my dreams I'll make you want me
One more time, the sun will shine
No, they won't love you like I've loved you
You still make me cry...

In my dreams I'll make you want me
One more time, the sun will shine
Cause they won't love you like I've loved you
You still make me cry...