I Hate Myself

ni-ga sajun ji-gab so-geul cha-eu-go ni-ga kadeon shikdangeul yeyakha-go
ni-ga anjdeon jarie ni-ga anin dareun saramkwah
eosaekha-ge daehwahreul ju-gobanneun na

neorang haet-deon utgin yaegil tto ha-go gikyecheoreom haet-deon yaegil tto ha-go
keoteuroneun utjiman bo-gibodan jeul-keob-ji anha
keu sarami jakkuman neoro boyeoseo

* maldo andwehke ttan sarameul manna-go maldo andwehke ttan sarameul sarang-haebwah
nae sarangeun neo neo hanappuninde ni-ga anin saramkwah utko i-nneun nae-ga shirhda

ni-ga chowahadeon gose deu-lleoseo ni-ga chowahadeon oseul koreu-go
ni-ga anin saramye saengi-reul chukhahaejuneun na
nae-ga bwahdo nae moseubi cham useuwo

* repeat

nae so-geseo nun-mu-ri naneunde dareun saram apeseo meolcheong-han cheok utko i-nneun geol
ireon nae jashini itorok bikeobhan nae jashini
jillil mankeum michidorok shirheunde

do-rawah neo nae-gen ni-ga pilyohae michyeot-da haedo neo animyeon antwehl keot kata
nae gaseumi neol mot ijket-daneunde
ajikdo nae ma-eumso-ge saneun ni-ga bogo shipda

I fill up my wallet that you bought for me
I make reservations at the restaurant you used to go to
In the seat you used to sit in, is a different person
With whom I am having an awkward conversation

I tell the funny stories I used to tell you
Like a robot, I say the same things over and over again
On the outside, I am smiling but it's not as great as it looks
Because I keep seeing her as you

* Not making any sense, I meet other people
Not making any sense, I try to love another person
When my love is only you
I hate myself for laughing with someone that isn't you

I stop by that place that you liked
I pick out some clothes that you would like
And I celebrate a birthday of someone that's not you
Even I think I am pretty ridiculous

* repeat

Tears are forming in me but
In front of the other person, I pretend to be okay and smile
Me, acting like this - me, being so cowardly -
I crazily hate myself to the point that I get sick of it

Come back to me, I need you
Even if they say I'm crazy, I can't go on without you
My heart says that it can't forget you
I miss you, who still lives in my heart