This Is My Life (This Is My Throne)

how can you know what's right for me?
i am myself, my life is free
your truth is [bad word]  a senseless joke
i hope someday you'll [bad word] choke
on your lies 
it won't be a big surprise

this is my life, this is my throne
don't even try to make amends
you are no one, you are alone
'cause i will throw it back in your face
i've never told you what to do
i am not a useless disgrace
yet you hate me me more than i hate you
(then i hate you)

you've never seen the other side of me
you're making a fool of yourself 
and jealousy is your only friend

i don't want my life to be wasted, yeah
so step back now and watch me getting to the top
(you drown in your misery)

this is my life, this is my throne
don't even try to make amends
you are no one, you are alone
'cause i will throw it back in your face
i've never told you what to do
i am not a useless disgrace
yet you hate me me more than i hate you
(then i hate you)

one day you'll turn around
but i'm already gone
you'll see how far i've come
(see how far i've come)
i'm chasing my dreams
you can't stop me
you can't bring me down

this is my life, this is my throne
don't even try to make amends
you are no one, you are alone
'cause i will throw it back in your face
i've never told you what to do
i am not a useless disgrace
yet you hate me me more than i hate you
(then i hate you)