Monster & Animal I Have Become

The secret side of me
I never let you see.
I keep it caged but I can’t control it.
So stay away from me: the beast is ugly.
I feel the rage and I just can’t hold it.

It’s scratchin on the walls
In the closet, in the halls.
 [bad word] awake and I can’t control it.
Hidin under the bed
In my body, in my head.
Why won’t [bad word] and save me from this?
Make it end.

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have [bad word] 
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key.
I keep it caged but I can’t control it.
Cause if I let him out
He’ll tear me up, break me down.
Why won’t [bad word] and save me from this?
Make it end.

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have [bad word] 
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have [bad word] 
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this animal
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal,
this animal, this animal, this animal)

I feel it deep within.
It’s just beneath the skin.
I must confess that I feel like a monster.
I hate what I’ve [bad word] 
The nightmare’s just begun.
I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I feel it deep within.
It’s just beneath the skin.
I must confess that I feel like a monster.
I gotta lose control.
It’s something radical.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

I, I feel like a monster!
I, I feel like a monster!
I, I feel like a monster!
I, I feel like a monster!