Fucc The Devil

I'm gonna [bad word] the devil in his mouth. 
I just need to listen to my sickness so I can learn how 
and then train for a couple of weeks until I have all the skills I need. 
The flask isn't alcohol, it's paintbrush.
The flask isn't alcohol, it's toothbrush. 
I need to go throw up now. 
I want to be the queen of belly rubs now. 
I am gonna quit my job cus I've got another job 
and I don't need to work two jobs. 
I guess you could call me lucky. 
I need to confront my own weakness. 
Some days I feel like I'm the weakest and others the strongest. 
These days are the longest and I've got the weirdest feeling 
about this and I wanna go away for a while. 
Because the things that I have seen are turning me into a [bad word] human being.