My Heart In Your Hands (Re-recorded 2015)

I know you aren't responsible 
for the rise of my [bad word] 
please forgive me 
for the rise of my [bad word] 
please forgive me 

But by and by it destroys my inner force 
the first thing in my head when I wake up 
save my heart 
you are the last thing in my head when I fall in sleep 
you could destroy it 
all I want is just the [bad word] to [bad word] 
all I want is [bad word] 
my heart dies by suffering 

I'm afraid to fall again 

I look into your eyes 
and try to see behind the walls 
the walls of silence 

My heart in your hands 
I hate the past 
you could destroy it 
but all I need is the [bad word] 
is just the [bad word] 
you could break me into pieces with one [bad word]  lie 

Save my heart 

It's like the kiss of death 

I kissed the death 
my heart in your hands / it could break again 
so save my [bad word]  heart 

Your words are like paste 
I can't see their real shape.