Call me mental

thats not my parents fault that i think about suicide all the time 
thats not my parents fault that i think about all that blood and cry 
call me mental call me mental maybe am i 
anyway this decision anyway this decision only mine 

its cry me a river song 
its cry me or cut my veins 

ive been tryin to choose but it doesnt work 
cant u see these ocean of sadness and ocean of fog 
thats not my parents fault that i think about suicide all the time 
thats not my parents fault that i think about all that blood and cry 

call me mental call me mental maybe am i