Unfaithful (Неверная)

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves [bad word] 

He’s more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this guy is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well 

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 

His [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head 
Get it over with I don't wanna do this anymore (anymore) 

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer (a murderer)