Awake

In a world that fades away
I need to be awake
I need to see the sunrise in this picture perfect day
When everything’s a mess
And no-one here makes perfect sense of this
But this won’t go away
 [bad word] 
No more, cause when it’s over
She can’t be real to me

We lived a thousand lies
And shared a thousand smiles
I need to be the part of this that just won’t be denied
When everyone’s a mess
And no-one here makes perfect sense of this
But this won’t go away
 [bad word] 
She left me waiting, falling from grace
She swore this time would not be erased
I tried, but it won’t go away
 [bad word] 
There was a time when I could not believe
All the things you sold to me
When it’s only you, and only me
But it’s over
And I need to feel this life again
Take away my world
You left me sober