Thrive and Wither

no blooming flowers in these fields 
no truth in this trees falling leaves 
and in the darkness we create 
from dearest lovers broken friends 
we just disappear 
cause we disagree 
we just disappear 
when fear is crawling in 
we try to hold our tongues 
pretend that nothings wrong 
and praise the comfort zone 
until the comfort’s gone 
we bounce from left to right 
we grow louder all the time 
caught in a cage of desperate tries 
a gap then space then emptied eyes 
the temple which your body seems 
is just a ruin golden debris 
your hollowness flooded to the rim 
drown all your fears deep within 
you levitate you love you live 
you feel you fall you break you quit 
as soon as the world spins again 
gravitation hits your head and then 
you seem to fall out of line 
second thoughts second tries 
enough is enough and you crawl back outside 
when the shell get’s to tight 
nowhere to run 
and no place to hide 
enough is enough and you crawl back outside 
when this shell get’s to tight 
it’s just a feeling inside 
you couldn’t feel at all 
it’s just a feeling inside 
you may have fought too long 
it’s just a feeling inside 
It’s just a feeling you hide 
you levitate you love you live 
you feel you fall you break you quit 
just take this brick 
and build a house 
and when the rising sun 
brings the morning warmth 
the mask on your face 
will melt away with it 
the rising sun 
and the morning warmth 
will melt away the mask 
you were used to all these years