Love Suicide (bad gospel demo)

In a rundown bar I've been doing some drinking
Blasting into the night: don't know what I was thinking
It's that hideous feeling of intoxication
Paralyzed by frustration, always [bad word] frustration

She was sitting across, looking lost and unstable
So I said:  [bad word] it all!" and I got to her table:
"I don't care who you are, I just want to get loaded!"
So she smiled back at me and my mind has exploded

So [bad word] up inside: love suicide
We [bad word] up inside: love suicide

In a flickering light we get lost in each other
Just like sister and brother, sister and brother
Get a smoke outside where the moon's always asking for trouble
We collapse on the stairs and my eyes seeing double 

Close your eyes and rewind, nothing ever existed
Slow motion my heart to the speed where it gets dark and twisted
Go insane, break my face, I'll make love to you faceless
Unashamed and confused, I adore being tasteless

So [bad word] up inside: love suicide
We [bad word] up inside: love suicide