All Roads Lead to the Wrong Place

This story is like a picture
 you can choose to paint it red
 or just leave it black ( I'm gonna leave it black)
 After tons of smiles tears always come
 to easily wash any color away.
 Good times are shorter than bad ones
 how can we let this sun shine ?
 When even spring is cold
 as the stone I have inside my chest.

 we feel like this life
 forgot about our desperation
 but we're just the desperate ones
 who forgot how to [bad word] live

 They said 'home is where the heart is'
 but mine got lost somewhere somehow
 They said 'home is where the heart is'
 miles away from the city that no one loves.

 It's hard to think about someone else
 when an empty room is all that's left.
 She Knows I tried not to say good bye.
 We hope we love we cry we die
 we just waste our time trying to be the ones
 that we can't be
 My injured soul won't be the same
 smashed twice.
 When I close my eyes I just see mistakes.
 What have I become ?
 gettin old in the wrong place, will I smile again?

 we feel like this life
 forgot about our desperation
 but we're just the desperate ones
 who forgot how to [bad word] live

 SO today I'll hurt myself
 to understand if I'm still alive
 if I'm still feeling the pain I used to feel.
 watching you leaving
 watching you leaving me
 alone forever till the death will come.